Thursday, July 26, 2007

Memorized by heart...

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Pilar: You’re mistaken about my feelings.

He: No, I’m not mistaken. I know you don’t love me.

But I’m going to fight for your love. There are some things in life that are worth fighting for to the end.

You are worth it.

"I am still going to sit here with you by the river. If you go home to sleep, I will sleep in front of your house. And if you go away, I will follow you—until you tell me to go away. Then I’ll leave. But I have to love you for the rest of my life. "

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Mother earth swallow me!

I availed a copy of Harry Potter Book 7 last Saturday. When I was already on the 6th chapter, I realized that I haven't read book 6 yet. I'm stupified! So now I am in dire need for that copy. Can anyone lend me? If there's none, I have to depend on bulastog again(hyerbolic but almost true) so that i'll be able to save money. I don't want to ask my parents again for money. I'm shy. And considerate of course. Hehe. Sometimes I'm tempted to continue my reading but I know I wouldn't fully understand the book without reading the previous ones. And as much as possible, I don't talk about it when Riley's around because he's a serial spoiler. Hehe. I really feel so stupid right now. Urgh. I invested a lot on that book and I can't make use of it without buying another one. Tsk3.

Monday, July 2, 2007

I abhor myself for being kitsch.

We shook hands.

Freeze.

Hi, I'm [insert name here]

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In the toki jeep, he was seated in front of me.

Those eyes...that smile...

Everything else was inconspicuous.

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He called my name.

I got extremely nervous.

"Pb may barya ka sa 500?"

H-ha???

"May barya ka sa 500?"

Ww-wala.

I hate him for asking that.

It made me feel so stupid.

In fact, I did have bills.

If only he didn't distract my disposition,

he would have gotten 100 bills.

He made me feel so stupid.

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I hate him for asking my number.

When my phone beeps, I feel a rush.

That deteriorates into disappointment.

It's not him.

I hate him for asking my number.

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He caught me staring at him.

He waved me hi.

His smile captured me.

He captured me.

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I was cheering.

Let's go UP!

He was there right in front of me.

I got lost in the routine.

I rehearsed in front of the mirror for countless hours.

Yet I forgot the steps.

I hate him for being there.

After causing me embarrassment,

he gave me five.

For nanoseconds, I felt his hand.

For nanoseconds...

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First name.

That's all I know about him.

First name.

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The more mysterious a person remains,

the more you get attracted to him.

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Today I saw him again.

Today he smiled at me again.

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Tomorrow in my first performance on stage

I hope he'll be there on the crowd

I wish I won't see him

I have been rehearsing for many days

I don't want another embarrassment

I wish I won't see him

But I want to see him

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