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Pilar: You’re mistaken about my feelings.

He: No, I’m not mistaken. I know you don’t love me.

But I’m going to fight for your love. There are some things in life that are worth fighting for to the end.

You are worth it.

"I am still going to sit here with you by the river. If you go home to sleep, I will sleep in front of your house. And if you go away, I will follow you—until you tell me to go away. Then I’ll leave. But I have to love you for the rest of my life. "

Mother earth swallow me!

I availed a copy of Harry Potter Book 7 last Saturday. When I was already on the 6th chapter, I realized that I haven't read book 6 yet. I'm stupified! So now I am in dire need for that copy. Can anyone lend me? If there's none, I have to depend on bulastog again(hyerbolic but almost true) so that i'll be able to save money. I don't want to ask my parents again for money. I'm shy. And considerate of course. Hehe. Sometimes I'm tempted to continue my reading but I know I wouldn't fully understand the book without reading the previous ones. And as much as possible, I don't talk about it when Riley's around because he's a serial spoiler. Hehe. I really feel so stupid right now. Urgh. I invested a lot on that book and I can't make use of it without buying another one. Tsk3.

I abhor myself for being kitsch.

We shook hands.

Freeze.

Hi, I'm [insert name here]

*-*-*-*

In the toki jeep, he was seated in front of me.

Those eyes...that smile...

Everything else was inconspicuous.

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He called my name.

I got extremely nervous.

"Pb may barya ka sa 500?"

H-ha???

"May barya ka sa 500?"

Ww-wala.

I hate him for asking that.

It made me feel so stupid.

In fact, I did have bills.

If only he didn't distract my disposition,

he would have gotten 100 bills.

He made me feel so stupid.

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I hate him for asking my number.

When my phone beeps, I feel a rush.

That deteriorates into disappointment.

It's not him.

I hate him for asking my number.

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He caught me staring at him.

He waved me hi.

His smile captured me.

He captured me.

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I was cheering.

Let's go UP!

He was there right in front of me.

I got lost in the routine.

I rehearsed in front of the mirror for countless hours.

Yet I forgot the steps.

I hate him for being there.

After causing me embarrassment,

he gave me five.

For nanoseconds, I felt his hand.

For nanoseconds...

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First name.

That's all I know about him.

First name.

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The more mysterious a person remains,

the more you get attracted to him.

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Today I saw him again.

Today he smiled at me again.

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Tomorrow in my first performance on stage

I hope he'll be there on the crowd

I wish I won't see him

I have been rehearsing for many days

I don't want another embarrassment

I wish I won't see him

But I want to see him

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I had fun creating it. So this is who I am. I love fashion. I love performing on stage. The meez is supposed to be dancing but it's only doing that flirty pose. Tsk3. How I wish I could find a baby doll dress exactly like the one in my meez.

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My First Days in UP

Spending my 1st day in UP wasn't bad after all. I already met new friends and acquaintances. I'm not the shy girl in our block. [kapalmuks] Plus, the upperclassmen were superduper approachable. They even toured us around the campus with their private car. I'm lucky to have a major under the CHK (College of Human Kinetics) because it's one of the smallest colleges; therefore, the students, especially the freshies, are well monitored by the adviser. CHK is dubbed as the mitochondrion of UP Diliman so its students are expected to have very excitable temperament. My brother was the one who chose B Sports Science as my priority course. Gee. I'm not a sporty person. I guess I just have to be open for learning.

THE FRSHIE ORIENTATION PROGRAM

I HAD A BLAST. The emcees were bombarded with humor. Kuya Marvin and Jeff [I hope I got their name PRECISELY.] gave us bellyache all throughout the program. There were a number of breathtaking intermission numbers. The choir astoundingly caused us goosebumps. I was disappointed in the performance of the Broad Ass. Their dance was mediocre because of poor synchronization. Sorry to say that. I only enjoyed the intrinsic beatbox of Kuya Andrew. Yeah! That was so cool. The comedy group[I forgot the name] was indeed composed of excellent stage performers. "Confetti! Fiesta!" *To those who attended the FOP, I'm sure a part of you laughed upon reading those words. The best presentors were the UP Pep Squad. They taught us cheers and some dance steps. I was so eager to learn them that people at the back were staring at me. Hehe. I really didn't care. That's the spirit. I'm interested in joining the squad. They're looking for drummers, lifters, gymnasts and dancers. I was just too shy to approach any of them.

U - Na - I - Ba - E - Ra - Sa - I - Da - A - Da Na - Ga Pa - I - La - I - Pa - I - Na - A - Sa!!!!

The FOP contributed a lot in boosting my confidence as an UPCAT PASSER. At first, it was nothing to me because UP wasn't my first choice and I even felt bad at enrolling in this university. Nevertheless, I didn't have a difficult time transforming myself from an Atenean to a 'Iskolar ng Bayan.' As what one of the emcees said "Let go of your high school to be able to cheer for UP." And I'm working on that gradually though I'll always be an Atenean at heart.

THE AFTERMATH

I didn't join the campus tour anymore because it was getting dark. I didn't want to have my first ever solitary trip in Manila at past 5. Everything was going smoothly: the UP Diliman - Katipunan jeepney trip and the LRT ride to Cubao. Unfortunately, I got the wrong exit from Gateway. The stalls and stores I was passing weren't familiar anymore. I got lost. Gee. I just walked on until I reached Famers Market and a Terminal. I didn't want to ask for directions because the person might take me for granted. I was already feeling dizzy because I didn't take lunch. Finally, I reached my destination after a half-hour of searching. WHEW! I stopped by Jollibee (in Alimall) to eat. I never liked eating alone but this time, I had to do it on my own. This adventurous day concluded with a surprise - an angel sent by God. Ma'am Ace, our former moderator who left us to work in Dubai, shared the table with me. Wow. It was quite an experience that I'll never forget.